Friday, August 15, 2008

Fucking Hell

I love how much privilege us trans* folk, especially trans* women get.

While so many of you radfems are trying to prove how m33n we are and how we are all liars and can't possibly be telling the twuth about ourselves and how you must know more about "trannyism" than us...
This SHIT was happening!

(Warning for triggers and RAGE)

Kellie Telesford's murderer, Shanniel Hyatt, was declared innocent because she must have killed herself in a kinky sex game and then covered herself with a blanket after he stole her stuff. trans* women, especially black trans* women, have magic powers and are all into kinky sex games! And even if he did kill her, she is a tranny and of color and into kink and probably a slutty whore and she deceived him, so obviously she deserved it. *sneer*

I just missed another anniversary of death.

A neighborhood is harassing sex workers, especially the trans* ones. Because obviously trans* sex workers create all sorts of crime, and they can totally go get high paying jobs with no fucking problem.

And on the radio and TV we have folks dehumanizing more trans* women!
Because Ange Zapata also deserved to her her head smashed in with a fire extinguisher.
And any trans* woman willing to go on TV deserves to get all the fucking tranny jokes you can think of thrown at her.

Zucker and other fucking quacks are being invited to speak on "GID" youth.
Because reparative therapy works so fucking well.

Vancouver Rape "relief" is proven to be fucking bigoted assholes.


I have to hold in my rage and tears. I can't scream and cry and break things.
I can't because I'm at home and I can't let my parents know how much danger being trans* is.
I can't let them worry that much.

Here is my dirty little secret:

I want to put on my most angry music and destroy something.
I want those super powers I've been told we use to destroy feminism.

I want to fly to Shanniel Hyatt's home and destroy him.
I want to hear my metal-enclosed fist break Anthony Tyrone Biscoe's face.
I would like to tear Adrian Williams' mind to shreds and watch him gibber in a corner.
I want to watch the blood flow after I cut Allan Ray Andrade's throat.

And I am not all that violent of a person; vegetarian and anti-war and all.

Where is our super hero?
Where can I find out masked crusader?
How long till we get our Bruce Wayne, or even our Magneto?

Because we don't get justice.
We get told we deserved it.
If the police won't help us, if they take part in raping and killing us, it seems like we will need to make our own justice.
And I am beyond pissed off right now.


ETA: Just remember straight and/or cis*folks, you don't have to be queer or trans* to be killed by a heterosexist/transphobic person.

7 comments:

Oliver A. FP said...

I'm linking this. kthx.

Powerful writing.

nexy said...

i just linked to this too. draykn, you rock.

Drakyn said...

Thanks.
I've just been getting really frustrated on how much attention is payed to the cultfems. I'd rather write on shit like this and on what being trans* is really like and how it really feels.

I must admit, rereading my entry is sorta scaring me. I didn't realize how violent it was. -.-;;

Kim said...

There was a 'doctor' in canada who belived that you could 'sort out gender issues. and he found the perfect set of twins, one had an accident so they decided to raise him female, even though he knew he was male, what this doctor did is basically sexual harrasment.
he made this kid get into sexual positions with his bother so he knew his role as a 'woman', and basically tortured the poor lad.

anyway to cut a long story short, when he grew up he decided he was a man and got an op so he had a penis and everything.

this doctor was still hailing it a success in America

not nice is it

Drakyn said...

Kim, "Dr." Money, yes?
I know that story. While the poor kid is suffering and hating himself, the good doctor is touring the world, talking about how his thesis (blank slate, gender is entirely socially constructed) is proven. And when the kid finds out he's really a boy and transitions back to male, Money is stll hailing it a a success.
The young man was so messed up from everything that "doctor" did to him, he committed suicide.

shiva said...

I have heard a (possibly apocryphal) story to the effect that the other twin in the Money experiment actually turned out to be a MTF trans girl. That almost sounds like too much tragic irony to be true, tho...

Agreed totally on all your points. I need to blog about Kellie Telesford, if i can find much to say beyond "this is too fucked up and wrong for words".

I have very similar fantasies about what i would do with superpowers. One of the most recurrent ones involves becoming a Lovecraftian tentacle monster and heading for the Judge Rotenberg Centre.

We need a Magneto. Maybe even a Davros...

Veronica said...

Linking this at Helen Boyd's forum. kthx